Challenge hosted by Kas at The Humble Lion

Day 1: Wonder - photograph yourself from the back looking at something you want to learn more about:

Outer space, galaxies, black holes, constellations have always made me feel anxiety about the endless unknown and endless darkness. Through accepting more of the unknown, I am learning that the dark is not to be feared and that the unknown is not always meant to be uncovered in totality.

Day 2: Rage - photograph yourself thinking about something that makes you feel angry

Day 3: Pride - Something you’re proud of:

Living in a safe home with peace, quiet and space has been something that feels incredible.

Day 4: Fear - Something you’re afraid of:

Being perceived by my neighbors and people who can see me taking photos of myself in my backyard. I grew up being taught that I was supposed to try and read others’ minds constantly, being told I’m not smart, being told indirectly that women are inferior to men etc. So standing outside taking photos of myself makes me wonder if other people will think that I’m vain, self centered or stupid. As I remember each day who I am, what i believe in and care about, I remember that the opinions of others are just that- opinions. We all have them and they aren’t there to dictate my life. Taking these photos was a bug challenge for my anxiety but I accomplished it and as usual, nothing bad happened!

Day 5: Joy - Something that brings you joy:

Aromas, candles and things that in the past, I’ve “saved” for special occasions always bring me joy. Life is the special occasion, so I make sure to burn the candles I love, wear my new, clean shoes and savor the goodness each time.